[Verse 1:]
The money just makes you worse
Just not everyday feels like the first
My family dependent on me
I guess this is a gift and a curse
Yea i try my best not to go beserk
Became a monster oh no i'm not talking
I confess to all dirt because
In here i provide for over a dozen kids
It's the one that ain't cut my wrist
I walk this road i'm all alone
I keep stepping in piles of sh**
What ever don't k**s me
Does nothing but makes me pissed
My back against the walls but i still got my fist
I signed my name before i know the risk
Of all that's on my mind is getting us rich and
Moving us all out of this b**h
I mean this hole i got my eyes on the go
Guess i'm the only one like rose
I go in as hard as i can now i pray i just come out whole
I scar my body never make it touch my soul
Never let they see me mope and if i ever decide to give up
Well hell is definitely froze
I look at my babies and tell them
That we'll make it no matter the pain
And i'm ready to take it i'm ready for war
Like the united nation just stay out of my way
Good luck good bye and good day i got faith
[Chorus:]
Before i ever tell bye [x2]
I would turn my head up to the sky
And tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I'll tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I said Before i ever bye die
Before i ever turn bye
I would turn my head up to the sky
And tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
[Verse 2:]
Let us pray dear lord let them never ever hesitate
With my prayer because they might look the devil in the face
If i know my faith feel the weight every weaponry where i stay
But before i ever bow down stand up better chance cause i'm a curtis
And i never say i'm a celebrity cause i'll never be celebrated
They only checking for me because i got a cheque
Will i ever really be saving i promise i'm a calm a f**er up
Yes sometimes my life feels like i hustle for us
Starting from the days i struggled
But you know how it ain't no must
I swear i'm so impatient no i dont be waiting on nothing
Still calling calling my play no order
Went through a band like stanford loosing
Guess i'm the one like candad looting
Cause i'm always coming out of pockets
See i'll be getting paid since college
Dropped out got an apartment
Mama seen two loans about 80 G's
Worst part about it is the job i got
Is not related to the degree
I'm just living my dream just grinding
I'm just trying to make it out the streets
World so cold so i stayed with the heat
Like i'll be that way since 3
I said Before i ever bye die
[Chorus:]
Before i ever turn bye
I would turn my head up to the sky
And tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I said Before i ever bye die
Before i ever turn bye
I would turn my head up to the sky
And tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)
I tell heaven i'm on my way (way way way)