Thinking about them times
When I had my mind right
God damn
Before all the d**
Before all the darkness
Before all the music
Back when I wasn't using
Or abusing, abusing
I'm losing, I'm losing
My motherf**ing sanity
Feeling like they can't accept me
Feeling like the world can't accept me
I'm losing my sanity
What the f**?
So I'm screaming f** it
Snort it up, snort it up
What I love
Smoke it up, smoke it up
What I love
Xan, weed, lean
Keep that sh** coming
Cause boy I'm so lost
If I don't keep on me
And the world can't anticipate
What the f** I'm becoming
So I say let that sh** burn
Let the kids eat up my thoughts and words
Even though they be f**ing slurred
Smug music so blurred
Smug, s** and violence
The only thing I splurge
If you see the smug god
I'm geeking like a nerd
Word