[Chorus]
Look I found her
Red Coat
Look I found her
[Verse 1: Sincerely Collins]
I'm so sick of wondering why
Waking up in these cold sweats
Wishing I would just die
And why the f** I don't know yet
What happened, what happened
To the girl who was wearing this red coat
She came then, she went now
I don't even really know what I live for
But I'm living, I'm living
And this life gets so vivid
When the beast in you becomes vicious
'Cause the woman that you love goes missing
Now all I got is this red coat
Photographs and this red wine
Memories of what used to be
And they visit me around bed-time
And I hate that, but I love that
All I want is our love back
One chance in that time machine
Don't tell me that 'cause I'd run back
Mission Impossible
Tryin' find where you went to
So many obstacles
Can't define what I went through
I tried to talk to Dad
But I can't do that
Because he ain't the same
And your brother just told me
Think he might know the man to blame
And I'll k** him when I see him
If I don't k** me first
But do I really wanna do that?
'Cause it might make things worse
[Chorus With Beat]
[Verse 2: Sincerely Collins]
20 years
No success
That would drive you crazy
What happened to my liberty
Jagged thoughts and a 9 millimeter pistol
That will put me out of misery
But if suicide is a trip to Hell
And Hell is where i'm at now
Then why the Hell would I go to Hell
Hell would shoot me just to get out
And I trip around that same old block
The pain won't stop
Tryin' fight these demons
And remain on top
But I take that walk
In the search for your love again
Flashbacks become nightmares
I see all the blood that you're covered in
I won't love again
I want love again
I want love again
I want love again
It ain't fair for a young boy
To just lose the woman that mothered him
He lays back on that sofa
Alcohol just smothers him
God helped rub it in
You know you're in trouble when
You're too afraid to feel
The cuts don't heal
Startin' to bleed
I fall into a dream
Where I see your eyes
And I see your smile
And we both say Hi
I ain't seen you in a while
And you hug me
And I squeeze you
And I kiss you
I hand you your red coat
And I tell you that I missed you
Seems life ain't just a dream
It's all about what you take up
Momma's back in my life again
It feels so good then I wake up
Look I found her...
Damn
[Chorus With Beat]