[Intro]
Yeah, see I try to keep a positive space and all that but, sometimes it's just hard you know...
Forever
[Verse 1]
Drama, sins, and the blood of Christ
More money, more murder
I can get my enemies all done at night
Yes, I know, I'm talking crazy
But I live such a f**ing life
Paranoid on the daily, consequences of not living right
Told me the new sh** aggressive
The south sh** had my heart broke in seconds
Last year I feel for a shorty from Texas
I wasn't myself while I stood in her presence
Lost my mind trying to please a chick
I been [?] ever since
My emotions gotta' keep them in
Hard when your pa**ion's heaven's sent
Years ago I let the devil in
Felt alone had my reasons
He want my soul, but he'll never win, 'cause the Lord always beat him
Memoirs of a born sinner
Get money n***a, half heathen
The god will bleed the streets, n***a
[?]
We used to just pray for 'em
I'm always [?] with the same song
My brother always at my back, dog, like "why this rap sh** take long?"
You watchin' n***as, f** what the doin
I ain't really got nothing to say to 'em
Just let 'em know there's a war coming
When the bullets fly, 'gon rain on him
Amen
[Chorus]
Cross my heart I hope you die
Tell 'em charge it to the game, they'll do the same, boy, that's a lie
Want the money, f** the fame, simple, plain, don't ask me why
Throw my fingers up
Tell them F' 'em if they ever try, yeah
Ain't no switching sides, never lie, wish I would b**h
Caught up in this life, I was born into this hood sh**
Now I pay the price, roll the dice, make a good flip
I'm just cold as ice, it's a vice, wish I could kick that bullsh**
[Verse 2]
Yeah, look at my life, they wish they could study me
The word "fam" means looking familiar
"Know what my own people done to me?"
Lie on my name, put thoughts in my brain
They ain't really have no love for me
Tell the truth, nah, I wasn't ashamed, but I couldn't let 'em get under me
f** 'em, it don't get no better
But it's so hard when pain lasts forve
Old soul, cold flow, heartless
You just really got to pace it
Say it's all for entertainment
I remember I was trapped in the zone
The love is all fake, "you thought I ain't know?"
[Chorus]
Cross my heart I hope you die
Tell 'em charge it to the game, they'll do the same, boy, that's a lie
Want the money, f** the fame, simple, plain, don't ask me why
Throw my fingers up
Tell them F' 'em if they ever try, yeah
Ain't no switching sides, never lie, wish I would b**h
Caught up in this life, I was born into this hood sh**
Now I pay the price, roll the dice, make a good flip
I'm just cold as ice, it's a vice, wish I could kick that bullsh**