Winter brings with it
Winter brings with it good views
And good news- B's pregnant again
We kind of figured
Kind of figured, little Shali
Precious Shali- was in need of a friend
B called me over the other day
And said: "you gotta see this"
Then showed me in a book how the thing
Turned from embryo to fetus
But for both of us
This time around is kind of weird
First of all it's our second time
And second thing is you're not here
And my emotions
My emotions still so bottled
And i am still unsettled unstill- still staltred
Shali misses you (misses you)
And kisses your picture
And he wishes you- could read him a book
I am more reserved (more reserved)
More realistic- all this wishing stuff just gets on my nerves
But I still hope that maybe somehow someway someday
I'll receive some sort of signal letting me know you're ok
Sometimes at night I feel a lack of air in my lungs
Then i remember you used to live like this for so long
B she cries a lot she misses you and wishes you to
Could at least talk on the phone
I am more reserved more realistic
All this wishing stuff just gets on my nerves
When I was at your place last time it was so quiet
No noisy traffic nearby no funerals just silence
I sat there for a while- me and that stone the one that you are
Under
Then suddenly I froze from head to toes came to a
Shudder
Because the stone – I swear it seemed to be living!
Reddish veins running through it I swear I could feel the
Thing breathing!
"i'm going mad" I thought "better go home better take a
Shower"
Then in an empty grave next to yours I saw a wild flower
And it's almost like your beauty's now in that flower
And it's almost like your beauty's now in that stone
Aand if that is true, if your beauty lives on
Well then it's almost like i am not so alone
But i still hope that maybe somehow someway someday
I'll receive some sort of signal letting me know you're ok
Winter brings with it
Winter brings with it good views
And good news b's pregnant again