For so long, detachment from life has worn my will thin
And fixation on my past has seemed like everything
I was clinging to something I hoped would last
But every time, time has buried what I wanted to stay
I need a constant, but I need a change
Wishing for what I want to come back
Has gotten me nowhere, and left me with nothing
But a void I can't avoid
I'm ready to move on
I'm ready to believe in me
I'm ready to overcome
I'm ready to look forward and achieve
I'm tired of being like this every day –
Stuck in a routine that always reminds me
How much I question why I remain this way
Repeating myself and staying the same
My heart; it bleeds
With the things I lost and what I think I need
But I won't be overtaken by this grief
And I don't want to hate me
I just want to be the man I'm aiming to be
I'm ready to move on
I'm ready to believe in me
I'm ready to overcome
I'm ready to look forward and achieve
This was my disposition to an actual decision
My distance from desire to be included in existence