I wake up like what's gonna happen
Tell me what am gonna do when I'm done with rapping
If you listen up closely you can hear thunder clapping
But I never was the one that's laughing
Matter fact a fun a**a**in
Don't mind me, I'm inside of my tiny island
I need silence no funds to cash in
I need to get ahead need to start running fast then
Feel the numbness lasting
Put together every number wrong turning sums to fractions
It's become too taxing
So hard to be an artist when you got a hundred pa**ions
And they me for everything when it's all from the past tense, the past tense
No accents it's just moi
So angry wonder why I'm pissed off
Cause they taking it too serious it's just thoughts
And I'm watching my time no wrist watch
But maybe they think I'm crazy
Cause they all used to hate me
No Kevin but was always spacey
Those cowards that stabbed me in the back can't even face me
That's alright, it's okay, no complaining
I wonder when it's gonna be done raining
So mundane and that suns scathing
But I gotta go take care of myself
And I already know you can't buy health
These are the cards on the table that I delt
Now I'm able to fly stealth
(hook)
I wake up to the same thing
Everyday no changing
So far that the fame seems
Really not though try to maintain
If I go the distance, I'll be fading away
It's coexistence, and I'm not saving the day
Aight tell me am I living healthy
For trying to be wealthy
This worlds so fake right now man
These people even lie in they selfies
Ain't supplyin' the help we, need
Full of that greed and the bullets gone speed it'll melt me
These words that I put together and they verge it the first time that I ever really felt free
Ain't nobody gonna tell me, what I'm gonna talk about
Faced lots of doubt
Gotta watch the route but every single one of my thoughts devout
And the memories of that man I tossed em out
Locked in the box with no oxygen
My soul can't escape it will not come out
Guess you lost him now yeah you lost him now
Love the music music, I don't know what to do with, do with this
Move it prove it prove it you say that you putrid, stupid
New kids on the block trying to live at the top but the dream that I got is lucid lucid who this who this yeah cause they bringing a little bit of trueness
That's XEL I been around for a while
Developing all of my sounds and my styles
The stories I write can be found in them piles
Living outside of my town couple miles
No Louis Lane, whenever I fly in the coldest rain
Think about the lies that he told his brain
Do the best I can to try to hold this pain
(hook)
I'm a take my time on the third verse to thank my people for everything
To the ones that had my back in the black room, through the evil and heavy rain
But all I ever wanted was a piece of the petty change
Yeah just a little piece of it
I'm lookin' for the peace of mind though
And you ain't even got no reach with no steady aim
Everybody wanna be a thug or gangster now
Then d** will change ya pal, but everybody love the dangerous route
I came the plug the drain to drought
This little world that I'm trapped in
Ask him something that doesn't have to do with rapping
No action, that's when I gotta find a way back at them
No superhero here
Only reason that you thought you saw one
Is when you stood near the mirror
Panicking in my skin again the future's near I fear
I'm looking for my accomplishments it's sad that I don't see much
Man that's my only cuff
Traveling past that lonely crush
What about when they laugh and don't need us
You gone have to hold me up
Don't need that you don't need love
Not only mad, and I'm gone erupt
I never did to lie to y'all so why the fall
Thought I was doing a good job felt mighty tall
Looks like I really only had my pride and balls
(hook)
(outro)
It's like everybody wants to be a superhero now, you know
Wanna save the day
But they're not ready to put on the mask yet