I got issues
I gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line
Waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, here we go
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today?
I got issues
[Verse 1]
I feel like everything is just falling apart
I don't feel the love so I question my heart
They only show you love when you're blessed in the charts
They left me out to drown so I wrestle with sharks
I thought some of you n***as was friends
When they think your buzz is gone
Them n***as dip in the wind
I got news p**y n***as, Benton in it to win
As soon as you bounce back
They right back with you again
f** em'
I f**ed my marriage up a couple days ago
She deserved better I got ways to go
And why do I feel so numb the pain should make you grow
More antidepressants to chase 'em down your throat
Uh
These f**ing doctors trippin'
They give you cliche advice to offer you prescriptions
I try to hide the hurt like they can't see a f**ing difference
Avoid all of my friends so they can't see a n***a slipping, uh
Stuck in a bed like f** life
Sleep the day away
I don't wanna get up, right
Unattended to my kids
No energy to throw the ball like I don't wanna live
God I'm trippin' I see that I'm f**ing blessed
Anxiety and fear feel it beat in my f**ing chest
I know it's just the sickness [?] my f**ing flesh
Tho we ashamed to face it
Defeated by f**ing stress
I got issues
I gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line
Waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, here we go
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today?
I got issues
[Verse 2]
Thousands of fans you think that I should feel something
But I focus on the negative
I don't feel nothing like
Damn I'm supposed to be at the top
Maybe they think I f**ing s** and that's the reason I'm not
Ay what these other n***as got that put them up on the spot?
I keep getting overlooked I fear that I'll never pop
Maybe they'll give me props on the day that I rot
Never get the rose until your body dripping in crops
Damn
I'm sick of hearing I'm underrated
I hope the people spread the word, I appreciate it
That's love
But to be honest with you I'm suffering
My demons taunt me everyday I feel like I'm stuck with them, uh
I understand why SwizZz rarely put out music
Cause he suffered with it too
Leaves your confidence ruined
Feeling empty
Too p**y to die
Pray you don't tempt me
Bottle of vodka I rarely f** with the henney
I'm living lower than my expectations
No celebration
d**h got a reservation
I pray that I find the courage to ask somebody for help
Scared to let you see my weakness
Suppressing ways that I felt
Just know that you're not alone
That's why I'm writing this song
I feel it like you feel it
Just find a way to move on
Some days I feel like I'm living in Hell
Gotta find a cure for this mental health
I got issues
I gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line
Waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, here we go
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today?
I got issues