I have feared that this room will be empty
Where I plan on becoming a man
But I need someone special to hold me,
I've been dying inside of my skin
You told me you'd always be with me
Well I feel you would never return
Like the thief that is stealing my witness
I gave him the time that I thought he deserves
I have feared that this room will be empty
Where I plan on becoming a man
But I need someone special to hold me,
I've been dying inside of my skin
You told me you'd always be with me
Well I feel you would never return
Like the thief that is stealing my witness
I gave him the time that I thought he deserves
I am losing my faith in a Father
Well he never stays on just for me
And the mouth that spoke d**h to my mother
Has just swallowed the claim that I need
There is no more resisting the battle
I have gained all the demons you saved
And the woman has taken the saddle
And rode the black horse to her grave
I have feared that this room will be empty
Where I plan on becoming a man
But I need someone special to hold me,
I've been dying inside of my skin
You told me you'd always be with me
Well I feel you would never return
Like the thief that is stealing my witness
I gave him the time that I thought he deserves
Well I'm helpless and don't have the answer
Like the man who's selling his soul
Well I told you I'd always be faithful
Now I swear I'm the ba*tard you know
And I've been crying as if you offend me
I am torn like the ragged young man
As I walked down the street with your family
I have cursed at the sky once again
CHORUS
I am so helpless
I am so helpless
I am so helpless
I am so helpless
I have feared that this room will be empty
Where I plan on becoming a man
But I need someone special to hold me,
I've been dying inside of my skin
You told me you'd always be with me
Well I feel you would never return
Like the thief that is stealing my witness
I gave him the time that I thought he deserves
It feels like my face our on fire
And my body was made out of stone
And it hurts me to know I'm a liar
And it k**s me to think I'm alone