I made my exit too late
And I'm gonna need your help
But it's always so embarra**ing to ask you
This is no true solution
No system of lasting kind
You don't have to tell me
You know I feel the same
There was a silent agreement
Not to expect anything
Not to drink as much
Cause I know what it does to me
Looking back now I never knew you
Not that I knew myself
But I always felt I couldn't stay the same
My efforts to reach you
All turning into
Hands upon your ghost white skin
Unable to open
I set in motion
The most peculiar thoughts within