[Verse 1]
Its funny I gotta be cautious, I'm at the edge and I'm bout to jump off it
Right in the arms of a devilish coffin, I've prayed to God but I never gave offerings
Dammit I'm finally seeing how often, things I was around rubbed off them on me
Now I can say I'm exhausted, been running from all the misfortune
Headed my way, smoke weed tryna leave on the highway
Got caught that evening on Friday, police roll deeper where I stay, I was out wit my bros
Tryna get high just balance the lows, had a blunt on me was already rolled
Police was posted but we didn't know and I took the fall they let em both go
Its crazy how much I've changed
But its like you only see me for me when i see you inside of one of my dreams
So if I wake up outta my sleep, before you ever notice its me
Don't let me slip in another dream, just let me lay in the mystery
Of misery needing company, I swear I need somebody to keep
Me up and standing on my own two feet, before I get up in this sh** too deep and I know
Just how to hide my pains, I could be high floating outta my brain
But I might lose myself again, so I guess right now I'll just drank
With very little sip, that a n***a take, I feel me slip, into another place
Every blunt lit, that I took to the face, and every new b**h, that I f**ed in your place
I can't take back, I don't know what I'm doing, living influenced by the fam pursuing, these criminal movements
And I'll probably end up not using, my gift and its so confusing
Music is all I know, and all I want man I just can't see
Myself doing anything else I put my life all up in these words and beats
To give you all of me, and told you my mistakes so you won't follow me, go your pace
Cause you not, what I am, and I'm not, like him, but I followed his life and lost my innocent eyes
[Hook: Anishka]
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[Bridge]
I tried to follow the, footsteps
Got lost inside of the, footsteps
One two, step step
One two, step step
I couldn't fit in the, footsteps
Got lost inside of the, footsteps
One two, step step
One two, steps left
Before I meet my, maker
I should blast on my, creator
Placing me up in this, crater
Filled with all of this, danger
I'm lost in his, footsteps
Tried to follow his, footsteps
One two, step step
Ain't no, steps
And all my life, all my life
I been around things that'll make you think twice
I used to see the world through these innocent eyes
Until I let my curiosities control my mind
Now I, fell into the real world in a sense
And on that day, I lost my innocence