Verse:
My life every one out of three sixty-five day tryin' to
Find the right way in this maze slightly crazed, mama
I'll admit now yes I'm a little bitter now
Grew from a little child now look what I done figured out
Trust no one cause everybody's a bullsh**ter now
Tryin' to consider how to get over this n---a now
That I'm seeing clearly
N---as sporting disguises see the truth in my eyes and fear severely
Hear me I appreciate the way that you brought me up
All that you taught me but life done taught me much
More than a preacher addressing the ma** public
Speaking about the root of evil like he don't love it himself
N---a's as greedy for wealth just like everybody else
He only bullsh**tin' over pulpits and
Adlibbing to a script that's already been written
Telling n---as to confess when he in need of repentance
I got a question... Chorus: Am I going to hell for speaking all that I feel?
This is what was revealed to me one night when I kneeled
Looking for guidance while I'm searching for truth
Before you try to knock my view let God judge between me and you (x2) Verse:
God give me the power like Elijah and I'll make 450 false prophets retire
Test my heart with fire
If it's real let me prophesy the words of Messiah
But purify this liar if I'm out for selfish desire
While on this road I'm traversing things my eyes observing got me heated
Ready for serving mad to the point of cursing
In the middle of churches, give a f** who's getting nervous
I'll disrupt this whole service please explain some sh**
If God is real why the hell we playin' games with this
Trying to tell me that the great commission came to this?
Seems like every preacher's speaking different languages
As if claimin' you're filled with His Spirit ain't dangerous
N---a I've seen too many visions to be bullsh**tin' I'll admit I
Sin on a regular, lifestyle secular
But I got respect for God almighty alone
You and I are just two men alike holding a microphone preacher man Chorus: Am I going to hell for speaking all that I feel?
This is what was revealed to me one night when I kneeled
Looking for guidance while I'm searching for truth
Before you try to knock my view let God judge between me and you (x2) Verse:
From the shady local pastor to the scandalous evangelist
I pray to God the Father to forgive you for the damages
You've caused in the eyes of those who swallowed
What you're quick to speak but be so unable to follow
Picture yesterday's child, now today's man looking toward tomorrow
Eyes teary, heart filled with pain and sorrow and a
Mind confused which includes the lies you've used
Wish that this was only testimony of my abuse
But peep my generation now taking over
In a worse state so you blame the hip hop culture?
Trying to floss like you're the chosen of God
N---a you're full of bullsh** I see past your façade
Consider me evil, cause what I'm speaking is lethal
To the game that you're running sh** y'all worse than the government
Now who you think goin' be the first to see eternal punishment
Tell me... Chorus: Am I going to hell for speaking all that I feel?
This is what was revealed to me one night when I kneeled
Looking for guidance while I'm searching for truth
Before you try to knock my view let God judge between me and you (x2)