[Verse 1]
I heard it said that time heals all, but I think that's wrong/
Cuz it's been forever since that date with the atom bomb/
And it's less now I guess how it hurts has diminished/
But when I'm feeling these feelings I know that they're far from finished/
Maybe I'm tryna move past too fast/
And these side effects are just part of life, postblast/
I wanna love again, trust again, too/
But I am so ficklehearted
Unstable in all I do/
Impatient inpatient in Cardiological hospital/
I can't Cruise through the aftermath; that is Mission Impossible/
I wanna be better already, but I'm just not/
Even long after I'm still feeling the shock/
[Hook]
I still feel it even years later/
I get vapid & detached; everything has been rehashed/
And memories are time machines that take me to the crater/
I promise I've let go, it's just deeper than you know/
Radiadiation
In me/ (3x)
I promise I've let go, it's just deeper than you know/
Verse 2
I don't wanna hurt you but I'm still hurting/