[Verse 1: Raynk]
Came into this game with a small mind frame, said
Winning ain't the goal, just needed a grill for all of these coals
Then I realized, you get out what you put in
So that stupid thing, called depression
Was lurking in the shadows, certainly ready to start some Battles, but I'd been through it
Heard the voice in my head say
You can do it!
Defeat the beast with the beats, complete the test, even if ya gotta cheat, just do what you need, just don't focus on the greed, or the monetary
It'll come to those who are patient!
But some days I get sick of waiting, and in some ways
I side with hating
Cause I
Know what it's like
To be so mad it keeps you up all night
And I know the feeling of hitting the ceiling
Stuck as f**, out of luck, not knowing if you going to become
What you always dreamed of
Dealing with the demons in the dark
But in ya heart, there's a little tiny spark
A faint glow, feeling if you just had an angel or an angle
To attack from
Every night thinking come back sun
I need that light
In the height of a strife I screamed
f** whats right, gonna do what's necessary
Chose to be legendary
Couldn't stand being stationary
Rather take action, attempt to reignite from the ashes
So now Raynk phoenix status, co*ky as Cashes
Ya boy's the baddest
Outshine the stratus
My apparatus portraying perpetual practice
Work till my bones hurt, my eyes melt
Went from a gazelle to a lion in the veldt
Found Zion in Orion's belt
The vastness of the universe's blackness
Overthrown by ga**es was the foundation of my inspiration
Alterations with agitation now abstaining
Finally feeling free, finally feeling free
Feeling like the sh**, but for now this is it
Im gone, May 2017, GROWN