[Verse 1: Lloyd Maz]
For whatever reason I woke up today and I just wanna say thank you
I imagine my purpose here was much more to be so I will do what I have to
Never thought that I would see today, try to escape the grey and lose sight of what's real
Probably wouldn't even be breathing if last night I decided to skip that final meal
Now I feel it when the wind blows
Seeing figures looking at me through my window
Telling me to keep it moving and I'm thinking I should never try to leave again the other side it haunts me
The ghosts of my past now they're taunting
But I embrace the dark because it taught me
That I should never run away when things get rough so buckle up cause enough's just not enough
Now I've learned to be strong
But I'm still looking for myself
I can tell you who you are
But I'm still looking for myself
I see the world so clear
But I'm still looking for myself
Why can I see these things I can't explain but I can't even look inside and find myself
[Hook x2: Lloyd Maz]
Now I've learned to be strong
But I'm still looking for myself
I can tell you who you are
But I'm still looking for myself
I see the world so clear
But I'm still looking for myself
Why can I see these things I can't explain but I can't even look inside and find myself
[Verse 2: Lloyd Maz]
Now another year later
I can see how the times move on
And things are still the same
Depression still remains
The only thing that's changed is me
Except my will to be strong
Picking pieces of myself I fell into to find the subject of my next song
Cause every piece of me that's broken off
It holds a story of my life to help another fight and move along
So call me Jesus of this rap sh**
I will suffer everyday to make sure you can make it through another
Tell my mother that I love her but I never try to call her
Cause I'm busy saving others and I'm never gonna hang it up
So you can call me back
But for now I gotta rap
And I don't even see my family cause the music keeps me busy And I need to do it
Otherwise the pieces that I'm picking up will be lost forever And I will never make it out alive and find myself
You live your whole life....searching for yourself...for your..your purpose..your meaning in life and....you know what?
I'm still looking for mine...and I'm fine with that
[Hook x2: Lloyd Maz]
Now I've learned to be strong
But I'm still looking for myself
I can tell you who you are
But I'm still looking for myself
I see the world so clear
But I'm still looking for myself
Why can I see these things I can't explain but I can't even look inside and find myself