[Verse 1: RAMIREZ]
Fighting depression and I'm learning my lesson
I got a fist full of pills I'm just counting the seconds
I said rather walk and begin to envision the face and eyes as I sit here and listen
These voices is talking I'm losing my mind
The grim reaper's on the side looking for the light
But I'm blind
Not giving a f**
My whole life's intwined with the wrongs that I'm doing
Man it's been proven nice n***as only finish last
f** a race I'm trying to finish first place
If I got to be greedy defeat the kid it's okay
Get the f** out of my way
I'm always on the grind ain't got time to play
"RAMIREZ is trash." f** what you think
You don't pay my bills
And you don't wash the dishes in my sink
Don't think I'm moving swiftly with the blade
I put a n***a on his back
'Cause he think this sh** is a game