(Intro)
Struggling artist
He isn't sure where his heart is
Masks insecurity with modesty
Honestly he's scared to fail
Needed purpose
He thinks he thinks he found it
He won't stop I highly doubt it
Do you have purpose? Think about it
(Verse 1)
I swear I'll make it one day
Yeah that's what they all say
Don't take it the wrong way
You gotta shut your mouth, let my song play
Rae, what you rap for?
Benjamin's, b**hes, big house or a Pa**port
From the USA?
Trying to live life in my truest state
Why fake love when I love hate?
Sanctimonious cynic
Music is my clinic
Earth's so desensitized, mechanized we consume bullsh**
Everybody drop tracks cause they got new sh**
I spit facts like I'm trying get through sh**
Life is a nightmare I dream lucid
Ironic how iconic is embodied by a nuisance
Rain ensues and I might start a fight for my sight when I lose it
(Hook)
And I've been thinking about you
And I've been thinking about me
I've been thinking about us
Think of what we could be
(Verse 2)
My Love for you is faint
School flunkie, art junkie huffing up paint
Think you're such a saint but you ain't sh** b**h
Think your Instagram's going to make you rich?
Did I forget to mention you're a s*ut for attention?
Drama queen, make a scene implosive aggression
Visionary, that's your claim
You're insane; take my pain to gain fake sympathy
Rap a drug, take another hit with me
Funny how we correlate
I spit you regurgitate, I see your thoughts reverberate
We condensate then percolate that's why they call it Circle Hate
High on pheromones
We walk the path alone
Acetone on the fire you invest in me
Oh You want kids?
Then I'll contemplate vasectomy
I think you took my soul
You'll never take the rest of me
b**h why can't you rest in piece?
That's when you confessed to me
I hate myself
Hate my music what I stand for
Do or die? Sue a side
Nothing left to plan for
Damn it
From a another planet
Demons in my head give me head then ma**age me
Caution to the wind Kamikazee
Two-faced like a Jew Nazi
Meta-God a facade for lethargy
Haan ji, Hindi for yes sir
Feel like a lab rat in a HAZMAT I'm a chemical tester
(Hook)
And I've been thinking about you
And I've been thinking about me
I've been thinking about us
Think of what we could be
(Verse 3)
I confess someone else wrote the sh** that I said
Ghostwriter rider k** the demons in my head
Time to give cred where credit is due
I didn't write Did You Know man that was you
I could never be that cold I could never be that bold
You picked up a pen at less than seven years old
But they didn't know
And you never blamed them
Even when they laughed at you
And you wanted to cane them
Smart-a** got the last laugh, Pen to the sword like stab-stab
Dab-Dab
On a Canvas, So outlandish
Man this God with an iPod
Stays up nights to write
No longer stays up and cries
No longer feels love inside
Good kid in him thinks he died
Got no more demons to hide
(Outro)
I see the beauty in his struggle
He's my body double
Used to used to fumble
When he spat flows, ego rush k**ed him like a fat dose
He got secrets to the Milky Way but y'all are lactose
They trapped you in a cell
Flow always on fire cause I know you been through hell
You gotta love yourself
I think about you everyday
Write what I can never say
I love it when I hate you Rae