The river's wide, that I could not swim across it, so I convinced myself I'd walked up on the waves
The river's wide, that I could not swim across it, so I told everyone I'd walked up on the waves
But I lied, and I knew I'd lied, but I did everything I did to soothe the family pride
And I just don't think I can keep it up now
Because I've never heard Jesus speak to me (not in any way that I'd consider speaking)
But I bowed my head just the same
Though, I did find some tears when they played that song, but for the four right chords I will play along
I have always been that way
It doesn't matter what the lyrics say
Into stronger arms we run, with a thorn in our side and the devil's inside
So who are we running from?
Into stranger arms we run
Such a thorn in our side, when the devil's implied
Oh what have we done?
So I tried and I tried to achieve belief
Maybe there is something wrong with me, but I've been feeling fine (In fact, often better than fine.)
Though, now both my shoulders have started hurting from walking around under such a burden
To reconcile everything that we learn with everything that we were taught
But with all we know now
How can you say "Oh you've just got to take it all on faith" and "Don't think too much
Just hush and pray, exactly as we've always done."
Hey god! Now I've got a baby girl
What am I supposed to tell her about you?
Because her life shouldn't have to be like mine
She shouldn't have to waste her time on waiting on you, because you never do come through
Sometimes I can't believe the things those preachers have the nerve to say to me
But maybe the things that I'd have to say to them are really just as bad
Because the only times I ever thought of suicide, I was waiting on the lord to direct my life
Saying "give me one word and I'll put down the knife and I'll never pick it up again."
But luckily I held out long enough to see that everybody really makes their own destiny
It's a beautiful thing
It's just you and me, exactly where we belong, and there's nothing inherently wrong with us