together we were flying kites
so close you were to me
together we felt the same
I read it in your face
one day a kitten walked home with you
black and sweet, I knew I'd never be
alone again
then with the sound of gla** wall breaking
it ran away right through the open door
and it was your fault
that day changed everything
I was trying to forget
the great disillusion
you cut off the kite that flew so high
you clipped my wings and shattered
the image I had of my life
alone and confused
so many thoughts ran through my head
I knew my childhood was over
I could not comprehend I was misled
serenity of pa**ing hours
I didn't think that they would ever end
I missed the signs
you stood beside me for a moment
your urge was stronger that the will to stay
so you went away
I don't want to feel ashamed
you didn't make me proud
the great disillusion
maybe I didn't try enough
to take the blame, to face it
now I'll never know
alone and confused
so many thoughts ran through my head
I knew my childhood was over
I couldn't comprehend I was misled
I was misled