I can't believe you were so naive. Ignorance was bliss - easier than this. It makes perfect sense; you had no defence Except foolish pride - you would hide inside. This isn't heaven & you are only human - oh, how dissappointing.
How far away from the past can you be? How near now, yet still not see? A dream of a dream, you were doomed to fail. Beside your dreams life seems so pale. Meanwhile the earth moves around the sun, not you - How dissappointing