[Verse 1]
Spoon feed myself doubt, shadow boxing my conscious hoping that I box him out
Transmute, a rocket launcher from my mouth
You don't know what i'm talking 'bout
Alchemy is so unorthodox, I see my own route
The orthodontist down the street, can't comprehend the speech
Friends say that they're my friends, but they think of me the least
At least, music fills the void, it brings me peace
'Cause personally, a piece of me wonders if i'll peak
You don't even know the peak until you fall off
To measure my bearings, I hope that I can fall off
And when I fall off, i'll climb higher than the top
And set my foundation deep, within the rock
Why you rapping like you preaching?
Why you preaching like you flow?
It's a Gem Gang sermon, and think that you should know
Ya'll be asking where I get my clothes from?
You better ask what the wisdom has become
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They tell me that it's worthless
But I know that it's worth it
They tell me that it's worthless
But I know that it's worth it
[Verse 2]
My desire for my pa**ion makes me question my purpose
What am I doing? Why is it worth it?
Sometimes you have to a**ess these things late at night
When the vision is clear, but you can't see the light
I look into myself for some perseverance
But why does it feel like I don't have security clearance?
Feel so good, then I just sink
My dreams stopped making monthly payments to Brinks
That's life, but not the way it has to be
I'm taking out the "F" and replacing it with "V"
Before that, I hope to put "Positivity"
Make it all present tense, so it's something you can see
Man it's crazy where we are and how we think
I'm in a different world when I blink
My life, something you think you know
During my biggest show, my dad was getting chemo
Dropping gems and staying wise
Gem Gang, do or die
The smiles that the fans bring
Gives me a reason to believe
[Hook]