How many trips to the hospital does it take it?
This is from the doctor to tell me it's okay
You're not dying kid, you need to stop breathing so heavily
Although anxiety, it's s** on a factual melody
Apologies a**ume closest to those who had to deal with
Me when I think I'm dying & going completely hysterics
So after her weekend of freaking out at the clinic
A psychiatrist diagnosed me with paranoid-schizophrenic
He prescribed me medication & he told me "Take this twice a day"
Pills to set my mind straight seems like a small price to pay
But that's life today & it feels like I'm rebelled
All idle but i dont ask it back at their workshop of the devil
I paid my dues in this game & now I got to consult
Somebody else so I stop from going out of control
So don't score me cause you don't know where I've been
Or what category I've haunted too, so let the story begin
(Chorus) x 4
I've got a straight jacket on I've gotta get it out
I've gotta take the control, I'm taking over now
Ah, Yo!
So how many prescriptions & pills to calm me down
Would you just listen just once
My mothers stressed to pay your crowns
How many dispair moments, how many pointless affairs
I ain't got chance for you now, just bad companies here
How many sleepless nights in all the fuss to keep you from the floor
To a little deeper talk of places I was in before
And I think I seen the way out, still I worry all the time
But it might play out, the way I said it would in my rhymes
And I'm tired of learning lessons how can I quit these forces
Apply your methods in me & all your diagnosis
Cause I keep falling a little further but straight
And it's tough to be alone & deserted these days
(Chorus) x 4
I've got a straight jacket on I've gotta get it out
I've gotta take the control, I'm taking over now
I walk around in frustration, lays me down & then sit
I'm lying face down in space, f** out of my wits
How hard can it get still I'm reluctant to try
I watch the seasons change while time keeps pa**ing me by
I got these changes on my brain going out of this world (And Why?)
Got a straight jacket on but time keeps pa**ing me by
Do I breathe in or breathe out, cause I'm so heavy inside
But I try to keep going but time keeps pa**ing me by
(Chorus) x 4
I've got a straight jacket on I've gotta get it out
I've gotta take the control, I'm taking over now