[Verse 1]
Yeah, here we go again
Looking through this mirror
Like it's my only friend
Scrolling through my phone
Like that's the only way I'll mend
Focussed on your image
Thinking how I'm gone pretend
That everything I felt
Was just paper in the wind
I'm living in the past
But never thought about the future
I'm living in the past
And thinking wow I'm such a loser
I'm living in the past and thinking
How the heck I lose her?!
I picked apart my brain
I'm thinking wow I'm such a lame
And I ain't never felt no pain
Until you looked me in the eye
And told me it was all in vain
And ever since it ain't the same
Cuz all i care about is fame
And i ain't got no other aim
Cuz i been sulking in my sorrow
I ain't looking for tomorrow!
I'm just looking for a pistol for a pistol i could borrow
Homie I just need a nine
So I can rip out one of mine
So I can have a piece of mind
The only thing that i can't find
[Hook]
You don't know how it feels
You don't-
You don't know how it feels
To be pinned down!
And I been stuck up on this stage
In front of strangers
Tryna figure out a way
Up out this cage
[Verse 2]
Yeah, here we go again
Glancing at this mirror
Cuz I know it ain't my friend
Scrolling through my thoughts
Like that's the only way I'll mend
Focussed on myself and how I'm coming to an end
I'm focused on myself because right now I'm kinda pinned
I'm focused on this message, thinking should I hit the send?
My cousin pa**ed away
And i ain't got nothing to say
Cuz I been stuck inside my shock
And thinking should I even pray?
I been stuck under a rock
And I don't even wanna talk
Cuz I've been contemplating life
And all y'all wanna do is gawk
Man, I been caught inside this strife
And really looking at my life
And thinking how I'm gonna reap
Or prosper from a broken scythe
Man, if life is like a river
Then I really hit a bend
But I adjust to every stream
And never worry about the wind
[Hook]
[Bridge]x2
Man, I'm getting back up
I ain't sweating nothing
Man I'm always looking up
Y'all looking to the side
Like aren't you ever shutting up?
I just do my best at making sure I'm looking up
[Hook]x2