My body feel numb
My heart beatin' fast
My mind still racin'
My nerves gettin' bad
My body language weak
My face expression sad
Been stripped of my emotions
Feel like I been stabbed
I don't know what I would do
If my n***a pa**ed
Emotional rollercoaster
When it's over I'll be glad
Can't do nothin' about itself
It's startin' to make me mad
I feel so helpless
My partner all I have
After this is all over
Gotta put my heart into care
I feel so empty
How long will it last?
Ain't nothin' in the world that you can do right now
That can make me laugh
Feel like I'm cryin'
But ain't no tears shed
My partner just got shot
They say he might die
n***as caught him sleeping
Hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally
But no tears won't come out my eyes
I just realized
I don't know how to cry
My partner just got shot
I heard he might die
n***as caught him sleeping
Hit him it from both sides
I'm crying internally
But no tears won't come out my eyes
I just realized
I don't know how to cry
My shirt's stickin' to me
Cause it's full of sweat
My eyes real heavy
It's hard to get some rest
I'm worryin' myself crazy
I can feel it in my chest
I'm thinkin' bout' my n***a
It's hard to catch my breath
I know if I lose him now
Don't know what I'd do next
Momma told me "Pray more baby,
And worry less"
Ever since I got the news
I been emotional wreck
Don't know if it's all a dream
Or if it's just a test
He had tubes in his nose
Some runnin' out his neck
Can't even look at my n***a
Can't stand to see him like that
I feel all his pain
I'm under so much stress
I just hope he make it
Cause I know he blessed
My partner just got shot
They say he might die
n***as caught him sleeping
Hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally
But no tears won't come out my eyes
I just realized
I don't know how to cry
My partner just got shot
I heard he might die
n***as caught him sleeping
Hit him from both sides
I'm crying internally
But no tears won't come out my eyes
I just realized
I don't know how to cry