Verse
I got so many demons that I'm fightin
Thats why I took it to writtin
Gettin sh** off my chest
No longer will I be stressed
Hopefully stay blessed
Praying for success
Washing away the rest
Meaning those who left
The ones that turned they back and took all of they faith in me
I'm Gods child
He will always look after my safety
Shout out to my baby moms who thought that she could play me
And also to my ex-fiance havin a baby
These past few years have been one helluva ride
But I took it in stride
Cause hell at least I'm still alive
And I strive to be the man I was intended to be
A good father who loves his daughters unconditionally
You see it was never about the money to me
It was really about spending time with our girls creating memories
(But I guess you was too blinded by hate to even see)
Hook
Now you'll see why I feel the way I feel
Now you'll see why I feel the way I feel
Verse
Wondering if God gave me this grey hair as a sign
Am I growin old before my time
These are the thoughts that fill my mind
But if I am then f** it I'm cool wit it thats fine
I got biggers fears ya see
And thats one of my kids dying before me
I cry everytime I think about it
Don't know what I would do without ya
And my baby moms too
Cause as much as I say I hate you
I really love
It's just a thin line between the two
I just hate some of the sh** you do
Why do you do some of the sh** you do
I really think its just to make my f**in life miserable
Whats sad is I still miss you
Not the new you
The old you
The one I gave my name and vowes to
Even though I know yeah I broke a few
You gotta understand I was young
f**ed up and threw away family life for fun
Looking back at it now man it all seems dumb
But I can't turn back the hands of time man its done
Whats done
Is done
And when its done
Its done