[Intro]
I've been trying to understand things
For what they are lately, but
I just feel like this sh**'s a blessing and a curse
At the same time, you know?
But look
[Verse 1]
No where to hide, no need to run
Put my life out in the open, it's all me
Told my family, "You call me if you need it done, and you'll see it done"
God gave me a million signs, I just needed one
Got a mic, I don't need a gun
I got everyone saying, "Needed one"
But they don't know what I've been through
They don't know what I'm going through
Seems like you got to go through Hell and come back just so they notice you
Everything they said I wouldn't be is what I made 'em watch me grow into
They telling me it's my time now
But I feel like this sh** is overdue, but I stuck to it
Any road block in the way, I'mma run through it
Put my life and pain in a song, rolled a blunt to it
Lost a lot of friends to this sh**, that's life man
They much to it, I drank a bit, I smoked a bit
Homie, I'm just trying to feel numb to it
Let me tell you how it's going down
Watch your backs, snakes all around
Came up in this game like, "They don't let me in
I'mma burn it down"
Crazy how tables turning now
No label, no record deal
I've been learning how to do this sh** on my own
Yours Truly taking over, that's the word
Around when I talk, n***a
[Hook]
When I feel I'm going nowhere
When the road is almost over
Where will you be?
Will you still ride?
Ride by my side or will you hide?
When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, Iwon't let it break me
Wasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alright
[Verse 2]
Got a lot of people trying to take my life
I've been grinding homie, day and night
Waking up, getting straight to work
Making sh** happen, that's the way to life
I ain't ever been the lazy type
Lately, I haven't been the same
It's like, I'm writing music trying to save a life
But my little homie; they just gave him life
Used to wake up in my mom's house, roaches on
The ground
Funny how I'm now on the way, n***a's hopping
I'm-ma drown
f** a white dress, and wedding ring
Had to move on to better things
I thought she was my everything, turned out not to be Anything, and that's real
But none of this really mean sh** without family
I'm just tryna spread love dawg, f** a grammy
Cause even if I put my soul out on that stage
All these motherf**ers still would never understand me
But I wish Ispoke to my pops more
Even if he can't come around, man
I really wish we just talked more
This music sh**; it's all I got
Tell me what the f** would I stop for?
I won't stop 'till I'm in your top 4
'Bout to take it up to that top floor
[Hook]
When I feel I'm going nowhere
When the road is almost over
Where will you be?
Will you still ride?
Ride by my side or will you hide?
When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, Iwon't let it break me
Wasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alright
[Outro]
And there you have it
We all come from somewhere
And we all got a start
Everyone has a beginning
And this is mine
Yourstruly