Am I that scary or are you only indifferent?
Are you ashamed to show me?
Sometimes I know I can be different
Are you proud of me
Those nights when I sing at the restaurant
Or would you prefer to be free?
Just too busy to keep your arms open
Am I just too strange
To be a girl, more than a friend?
Could we speak seriously?
Right now I swear to you I won't ask for it often
Would you forgive me
If I'd cry while you're having fun!
Would you pretend to be free
The minute you were alone with that girl?
Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy
Lost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a reason to be less insecure
Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy
Miles away from reality
Sorry if I'm unable to hear anymore!
Am I really that angry
Or are you just too stoned?
Well it's driving me crazy
You may think I'm always paranoid about being wrong
But this pain that cuts so deeply!
Tell me, is this the way I was born
Now I feel rude I've been for so long
Have I spoken clearly?
Should I still wait for the sun?
Stop feeding me with stories or apologies
I've already learned to be strong
But keep your hands off of me!
'Cause you know that I won't run!
Then once again probably
How I'll swear I'll never ever be that dumb!
Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy
Lost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a reason to be less insecure
Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy
Miles away from reality
But apologies,I just can't believe anymore!
Sorry I just if I'm unable to hear anymore!