[Verse 1: SirGenti]
I still don't know where I'm heading, don't know where I'm getting
Spent so much time searching a garden named "Eden"
Hell on earth as long as my beloved ones are present
Life's already over cause it flies by like seconds
Mother had two roles in life, mommy and daddy
Cause daddy was to busy banging b**hes as a habit
I remember how sick I was scared under the blanket
Everytime you came home drunk with your mad sh**
I guess you'll never understand how much I needed you
How much I hated you, how much I...
Whatever
Let's change
[Verse 2: SirGenti]
Negative attitude sipping on my desperados
What the f** was I supposed to do when that b**h left me adios
I'm incarcerated in my own mind
I try to make it happen cause I wanna be on time
9 to 5 ain't not for me but writing doesn't pay me
f**ing bills keep on coming by the dozen lately
It got me thinking bout my mother, she keeps on getting stressed
So scared to see her son with some never ending mess
Don't wanna give up on my dreams, not left with many choices
I'm being woken up by all these scary voices
Not that I never had a chance I just mess it up
Like it's a purpose in life I must get things f**ed
I write some chapters in my life but can't a**emble the book
Over and over again like I'm a sample in loop
Like I'm a sample in loop