[Verse 1]
I've been drinking and sleeping
Smoking and thinking
Sitting and writing using the kitchen
Cleaning the dishes, now I got you crying
Screaming that you didn't
But you just had to f** it up
You just had to f** him up
I guess that I was not enough for you
Didn't know you had guys not enough for you
Now you make me so uncomfortable
In my own skin wondering when it gon' end
I don't know so I just count the days
I don't know so I just count the ways
That you made me feel my heart is
Broken only time to heal
Charlotte drove you to a school just
So you can f** 'em soon as you got
Upstairs I'm sure those pants unbu*toned
She waited outside to take you back after
More than once more than him
Do I even matter to you? Didn't think so
Now I sip slowly, just so I can fall asleep
But I lay awake cause the pain follows me
[Hook x2]
This ship is sinking and there is no one
'Round to save it thought you'd always be
The one but you had other favorites
Games you always playin' have me
Believing you will never leaving but now
You gon' leave me but now you still
Need me
[Verse 2]
Pains are ingrained in my brain
How could I forget it?
But you had to go and f**
Jack, Jason, and Kevin
This life is hell thought you were my
Heaven but your love is a pitchfork
And you're the f**ing devil oh
And I could never trust you can't believe
You were someone that I had to give my
Love too had it all we had a go we were
The coolest kids prove me right
Why the f** you have to do this sh** yeah
Was hoping you were different
Now I sit here with this bottle just
Getting belligerent drinking til' I pa** out
Train you how to smash mouth want to be
An allstar but you ain't taking that route
Just another s*ut, who always gave it up
And I promise you ain't gon' find love
Just another f**
[Hook x2]
This ship is sinking and there is no one
'Round to save it thought you'd always be
The one but you had other favorites
Games you always playin' have me
Believing you will never leaving but now
You gon' leave me but now you still
Need me
[Outro]
Ohhhhh, why you gotta play with me?
Ohhhhh, why the f** you gotta play with me?
Ohhhhh ohh ohh ohh, why the f** you gotta play
With me?
Ohhh