[Verse 1]
I don't know how to explain it
I'm hostile
I'm savage
I'm nothing less than f**ing erratic
I can't control the way i am
I'll cut you out
I don't give a damn
I'm f**ed up
Don't push me too far
Cause I have a dark heart
Been cheated and lied to
It's the anger inside you
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
I know it, I know it
[Chorus]
I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So i'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And i hope that's alright
And i hope that's alright
[Verse 2]
I've lost myself
I've learned to hate
It's over now
The bonds we break
It's fictional
I'm fixable
I'm clinical
I need a f**ing miracle
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Vengeance is vicious
I have a sickness
Wait, wait, wait, wait
Listen, listen
I'm only going to say this once
Life is a joke and I am a liar
Life is a joke and I am a liar
[Chorus]
And I know I'm a wreck
I heard you the first time
Spare me that speech, I know every line
And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket
Maybe I'm not alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
And I hope that's alright
It's not a nightmare
[Bridge]
It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And i've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end
It's not a nightmare
This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again
It's not a nightmare
And i've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end
[End Chorus]
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out, to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright
So eat your heart out, I guess you were right
I'm just not cut out to save my own life
So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night
And I hope that's alright (x4)