{ verse 1 }
They say i'm too wreckless, my mind is a menace. i'm anxious in peace so i'm going to war
I fly close to the sun cause i fear that the ocean will damage me more
They wish you misfortune disguised as advice
Don't you listen to ghouls trynna feed of your corpse
My future is clear in the skies of night i keep my eyes on the floor
Feeling them creepin up, i'm getting sick of love. trying to live the dream so i don't sleep enough
For all i know, i be gone by the end of tommorow
But immortalize what i'm speaking of
Fеar that the holy grail's filled up with cinnabar
But therе is no going back when you're insofar
All the work is done by my bars
Hop out and shoot then get back in my car
I don't want your gifts
I'm gifted enough and i know, you a b*tch
Cold flows when i spit
That you want to use to get ice on your wrist
Writing like i am my own annie wilkes
If i stop now then it will get me killed
I got a lot of bellies to keep filled
I'm making sure that no thought will be spillled
{ hook }
Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe i'm fighting a ghost in the void
Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe this why god my voice
Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe this vision will get destroyed
Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe i just got a gift to exploit
{ verse 2 }
Don't know when it quits
So i get in ghost mode when i'm lit
Diamonds in the rough
I got fear of loss
Praise all above when it fits
Feel like i row the boat on the styx
Don't trust the straw that i use to build bricks
Keep my fingers crossed
That i did enough
When i am lost to the son of the nyx
See the griffon vultures try to murder our kids
Cause death on ground where they don't have to live
We kill each other so they get a profit
Seeing the smoke coming out of our coffin
Always in fight or flight. i can't stop it
Why i shine so bright when i'm droppin
Real peace of mind, i don't feel that often
Worry bout a lot, but never enter with caution
Making a fist
But do i rebel for causes that even exist
I am convinced when i look at the pics
But breivik thought the same when he did what he did
I know my mind has been clouded with doubt
Paranoid feelings, day in and day out
Followed by argus when i'm in the crowd
Pefection must be, there's no misstep allowed
{ hook }
Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe i'm fighting a ghost in the void
Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe this why god my voice
Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe this vision will get destroyed
Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe i just got a gift to exploit