[Produced by Real Miilk]
[Verse 1]
Something in the way you bloom
Soft cracks, subtly scratched, and skewed
Lullabies and afternoons
You've past, withering fast, confused
[Chorus]
I know, it's a mistake
Falling in love, just to make a friend stay
Disgrace, give me a break
I'm trying to die happy someday
Heaven, let me come stay?
What would it cost
How would I pay?
Please just, save me a place
Tired and I'm awake
[Verse 2]
Something in the way we move
Camouflaged, everyone hides in two's
Entourage, go chase the group
It's a rats race, always afraid, to lose
[Chorus]
I know, it's a mistake
Falling in love, just to make a friend stay
Disgrace, give me a break
I'm trying to die happy someday
Heaven, let me come stay?
What would it cost
How would I pay?
Please just, save me a place
Tired and I'm awake
[Verse 3]
Oh I loathe, anyone sways me
Back and forth, porcelain daisy
I'm sure, puppeteers made me
Tied, arms high
Uncontrolled, strung up and crazy
Take hold, patient constraining
I loathe, how I've been tamed to
Fear goodbyes
[Chorus]
I know, it's a mistake
Falling in love, just to make a friend stay
Disgrace, give me a break
I'm trying to die happy someday
Heaven, let me come stay?
What would it cost
How would I pay?
Please just, save me a place
Tired and I'm awake
[Outro]
Tired and I'm awake
I'm tired, and I'm
Awake