With blear eyes
I take a look behind
seeking for the fountain
that kept me going on
And every single night
demons haunting me
as I gaze into the abyss
to make it part of me
Benumbed senses
delusion of the deprivation
spiritual disease
hasting towards unknown ends
And pain is growing silently
regerminating in my chest
driven deep into my heart
the thorn that tears apart
Concealed the look forward
blinded by a narrow world
embarra**ing it seems
into the void I hurl
In concentric circles lost
never to reach the medium
I stumble and I fall
empowered by my odium
Merciless unending nights
forsaking peace of mind