In the first words I wrote:
Trapped in doubt, how does the mind hold on for so long?
When every goodbye in the past is pain prolonged
The first sign of winter wraps itself around my feet
As cracked lips force a smile
I am lost as you are found
We'll take this secret to the ground
We are the cursed ones
Left to wander and never be found
These eyes don't shut, this tongue won’t speak
You can never trust us, we'll let you down
In the first words I wrote, to the pain on my d**hbed
Pressing at my skin, it will always be there
Try to forget me and disappear
But I was always meant to keep you near
I'm losing sleep just to buy you time
Flood my bloodstream, take what's mine
We are the cursed ones
Left to wander and never be found
These eyes don't shut, this tongue won’t speak
You can never trust us, we'll let you down
You said you waited so long for the snow to blacken our skin
A permanent rest from a lifelong lament
I am a locked door, a lost cause
No one’s nothing and swear it's best for me
I'm a river run dry, a roof caved in
Trapped inside of this casket closing in on the end
I am a lost cause