[Verse 1: Alex Antonio]
I try to keep my composure
Cuz every time they see me
They tell me I'm getting colder
Daddy you hurtin momma, momma you hurting daddy
I'm praying that we'll be happy one day
That's all I'm gon' say
I took another shot then i went on broadway
It never really changed they arguing again
So I put to work it's money over pain
You gotta feel me
What you know about chilling in a dorm with depression?
And every rich f** is connecting
And you taking shots of whatever and you getting high off whatever
Getting high makes it better so
So I had to get it out fast
Andre when they treat me like an outcast
So I take another shot, when I'm all alone on my own
Then I stop when the bottles empty
[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]
I am drifting away and I am
(I never stop till the bottles empty)
Drinking away my pain
(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)
The dark and lonely days where I just
(I never stop till the liquors all gone)
Can't seem to find my place
(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)
[Verse 2: Alex Antonio]
I try to keep my composure
Cuz every time they see me
They tell me I'm getting colder
Momma you hurting daddy daddy you hurtin' momma
This sh** isn't getting older but
I didn't know till I was drunk
With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup
Now looking at you're youngest son
Popin' pills to go to sleep look at now what I've become
Look at now what I've become drinkin' on some extra sh**
Drinkin' till I'm extra drunk
And driving cuz it's extra fun?
Not safe momma, I don't have my head right
So there must be reasons why I never fixed my headlight
And I'm liven life dangerous
Living life curiouskeeps me up at night
Dear God if I take another shot I just wanna pa** over hard times
When the bottles empty
[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]
I am drifting away and I am
(I never stop till the bottles empty)
Drinking away my pain
(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)
The dark and lonely days where I just
(I never stop till the liquors all gone)
Can't seem to find my place
(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)
[Verse 3: Alex Antonio]
I try to keep my composure,
Cuz every time they see me
They tell me that I'm loner
Daddy was hurting daddy, momma was hurting momma
This sh** is just causing drama, the winter was getting colder,
And I wasn't ever sober, and I would've never told ya
That I would just want shoulder cuz I would just be a soldier
But now I just want alter my lifestyle
Cuz I've been sittin on my a**
While I'm waking up at two with a wallet with no cash
And a car without no gas
And memories when I was at Pace
So I gotta fix all these wounds
And stop taking shrooms
N then I'll tell truth to my fan base
That I'm insecure, my music is the cure
But phony people think they gonna get a f**ing handshake but
I didn't know till I was drunk
With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup
So then I took my last shot
Now the bottles empty
[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]
I am drifting away and I am
(I never stop till the bottles empty)
Drinking away my pain
(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)
The dark and lonely days where I just
(I never stop till the liquors all gone)
Can't seem to find my place
(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)
[Outro: Alex Antonio]
Dear Son, when you hear this, tell your mom I love her
Tell her that I would never put any woman above her
Tell her that you'll protect her and tell her that if she cryin'
That maybe the world is darker but baby we'll make it shine