I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path
I know all the pain yea
and some of the glory
I don’t understand life
or why it’s so boring
I lay in my bed yea
for too long a time
I miss where your head yea
where it used to lie
why am I so fixated
why am I still hesitating
why is everything devastating
and escalating oh man I hate it but
I won’t let it hold me back
no I won’t let hold me back
I can do it I can do it,
I never hold back never give in to it no
I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path
If pain is uniting
then why are we fighting
and all of this violence
is keeping me silent
it hurts that you hate me
cuz I feel like a tyrant
we fight and you bait me
you feel so defiant
you used to save me
but now I’m just frightened
yea you used to save me
your gone now I’m sliding
I’m headed somewhere but it’s nowhere
I wish that u cared but you don’t care
I wish to say that I was not scared
I wish to say that I was prepared
I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path