[adlib: Nate Wattz]
Fifty cc's of vicadin in my writing pen/
Sprayed crazy like M80s before they light the stem/
Yeah/
Nate Wattz Heart to Heart Art to Art/
Ashses to Ashes Dust to Dust/
My n***a fifty cc's of vicadin in my writing
[Verse 1: Nate Wattz]
Pen to page the best in the modern age/
Coming with the matter grey but way more than 50 shades/
Nowadays play it sage but back then to coin a phrase/
None of them little fads could diminish all the rage let us pray/
Whoah hold up go back like, jerseys throwback or/
Kodak moment-o mori/
Tattooed clues left in my sketchbook to tell you all my story/
Decipher just a page and end up with Denzel glory/
But not trynna find who k**ed my wife just the finer points of life/
Start the story at the end then begin/
I know where im going by looking where I've been/
Hard headed took a while to stop leading with my chin/
I handicapped myself by thinking I couldn't win/
Coulda put on a clinic, a cynic epidemic/
But it was all intrinsic, a tendency innate thats in Nate/
I fed myself the lies and scraped the plate/
Studies showed remnants of the mindset/
A typical fat kid, white cla** black kid/
I let the words they speak become what I believed/
And my perception of me became the reality/
At any given moment my own toughest opponent/
And thus I was eluded by the scent of a woman/
Overan*lysis leads to certain paralysis/
Now when the chemistry calls I be the catalyst/
U-boat to a battleship sink to the depths of my mind on the ballast tip/
Fallacies shall I rip think I can thought I could brought it good/
Reversed all those hurts to the first it gets worse/
Like the rose that arose and I chose to get kissed but got cursed and dismissed.../
sh**/
It sliced deeper than the scythe of the reaper/
Seeing them together knowing I could never keep her/
Bad for my health tenth eleventh and part of twelfth/
But time brings all things to perspective by itself/
The past has no effect on the present except the lesson/
And our actions in the now create the future essence/
I choose to make mine effervescent and iridescent/
From different viewpoints see my total tonal blessings/
Now wasn't that refreshing/
Nate Wattz, tip of the iceberg, majestic
[adlib 2: Nate Wattz]
Just to be clear with the disclaimer/
I have no negative feelings anymore you know life just moves/
And I don't worry about stuff anymore/
Life is just a moment so live it just like that/
And that's all I gotta say