[Intro: Naj]
Know I ain't speak to you in a minute
Matter of fact, I don't think we ever spoke at all
The time is now
I know sometimes, I get a little caught up in my emotions
Babygirl told me, "It's OK to not know, It's OK to be afraid"
This is me
[Verse 1: Naj]
Times was hard
Fast as money came, It ran
Transitions, Plans ditching
And even worse with the fam is
All they know is you got locked
Even if it's just for a gram
When I know n***as doing 25
Not even for a grand
Do that make me any less guilty for sin?
It's a constant struggle in this jungle rebels never repent
All BS aside is daddy still in ya will
Is suicide better than robbing cabbies for the thrill?
Well..
[Hook: VIVA La Burns]
Lord have mercy, on my soul
I'm begging mercy, because my heart is cold
Lord have mercy, on my soul
My flesh is warm, but heart is cold
[Verse 2: Naj]
I don't know what it was
Got problems showing my love
Affection non existent
Plus now I'm toting the d**
And for a minute
I was trippy, not
Tripping, just concealing all them feelings
When it give me knots
Heart heavy like a cinder block
Took it out on a Ock
After a henny shot
22 to his medulla for lunch and a remy shot
That ain't no consolation
Tryna find my constellation
I'm in the clouds getting higher
Can't take just any spot
To them I'm A Underachiever smoking reefer
The soul of a believer
Spend his dough on them sneakers
Really I'm a bright mind
Dark past, jumping at the chance my light'll shine
More often than the nighttime
But do this make me any less guilty for sin?
It's a constant struggle in this jungle
Rebels never repent
All BS aside
Is you happy where you lay?
And with this situation
Don't you think it'd be better you prayed?
Well
[Hook: VIVA La Burns]
[Verse 3: Naj]
Life changed nice days into night rain
Had to turn that bright stain into a light gain
Had to reach out in the dark til my sight came
Had to eliminate all the sh** I could or might blame
The heart wants what the heart wants
Ironic it gravitates to what makes that heart jump
These situations we could learn a lot from
Like how love could feel like bullets, shot from that hot gun