days go by when i don't think of you at all
i'm distracted by pretending i don't miss you anymore
can't contain the chill, the cut-up way i feel
when i call your name, forgetting for a moment where you've gone
and it makes my heart break
cause i can only bear
so many times my own weight
you left no forwarding address, no warning, even less
than a word behind: just crayon stars in cruel daylight
and it makes my heart break
cause i can only bear
so many times my own weight
sometimes i hear you in the music, in the moment, but i can't tell
if it's you i'm calling, can you hear this? ringing out endlessly into darkness.
ben, i'm writing this all down to make some sense of it
as the disconnected friends you left behind go on without you,
what more could we do?
but it makes my heart break
i can only bear
so many times my own weight
i can only bear
so many times my own...
bear so many times my own weight
so many times my own weight