[Verse 1]
Take a look inside my head
Take a look inside at my heart
There's a pain left there, see the scars?
The moment you walked in the room
Did you remember who I was?
You learned your lesson but forgot to love
[Verse 2]
With my back on the wall on the outside
It's so much colder tonight
With my mind on the negative
It's so much colder tonight
Was I wrong to expect?
Memories fade, it happens to the best
Does it hurt, can you feel the pain?
They say it's only temporary
They say it's only temporary but it feels like a lifetime
[Break]
Finding ways to escape my self made doubt
And again in the same house
Finding heartache in old photographs
[Verse 3]
It's November now, the weather changes
It's so cold this time of year
When the ones you love don't have ears to hear
Having fears to overcome
I guess it's best I'm on my own now
I guess it's best I'm on my own now
I guess it's best
[Verse 4]
Finding new ways to wake up each day
Finding motivation from sunrise to sunset
In the strangest ways, from sunrise to sunset
To hear things out, to have an open mind
To listen without expectation
[Bridge]
This season is long, hard to press on
Some lessons are harder to learn on your own, now I know
If I could go back again, I don't know that I would
Somethings aren't meant to be, the hardest words to believe
[Outro]
To find a way out, to escape my self made doubt
Searching for answers, writing them down
Until I find my way back