I wallow in shame
At things I've done
Delusion, Denial
Can you bear not to breathe
The poison words
Pour out from my conscience
So sick of waiting for a sign to light my way
So sick of failing
I never said these words to you
I can't just surrender
I can't fade away
Don't let me fall
So leave it all behind
As the hurt just fades away
Never understand
Just a memory
The heartache begins
A voice in my head
Calls out for my torment
The wings that I earned
Blackened with fire
Burn my salvation
So sick of waiting for a sign to light my way
So sick of failing
I never said these words to you
I can't just surrender
I can't fade away
Don't let me fall
So leave it all behind
As the hurt just fades away
Never understand
Just a memory
So leave it all behind
As the hurt just fades away
Never understand
Just a memory
Oh what becomes
Just a voice in my head
All I am
Never understand the reasons why
Oh my endless devotion
So leave it all behind
As the hurt just fades away
Never understand
Just a memory
So leave it all behind
As the hurt just fades away
Never understand
Just a memory