Have you ever felt like you're drowning?
Like you can't breath?
Like you're fighting for air
But you're surrounded by it?
You're standing alone
No one there
But you can't find the escape
You can't find the surface
You can't reach the surface
You're fingers are right beside it
But you can't burst through the opening
You're just stuck in one spot
One spot where you keep fighting
One spot where nothing remains the same
One spot where no one smiles
One spot where you try to hide the pain but nothing works
You're just there
No one sees you
No one notices your pain
They think just because you're smiling everything is okay?
They think you have no problems
They think you are the happiest person alive
But it doesn't really bother you
You want them to think that
But at the same time it does?
At the same time you just want someone to ask if you're okay and actually care enough to listen?
You want to just be able to tell someone anything and everything?
You want to be able to break down and have someone there for you?
Yeah, Do you ever feel like that?