[Intro]
Yo man... listen up
[Verse One]
Look, there's times I get depressed
Some ya'll might not know what it's like... it's like a knife through the chest
I suffer bad, my bullies got me mad and I hate how it feels
I left school... thank god for that
The bullies got me so down bad so I turned to the man below to cope
I don't know how to be happy mostly... I've tried to k** myself before
Dumpin' my ex who*e... wanting her back and her love slingshot back
I feel like I wanna take crack, turning to that might help me
But, but, what if people don't want to know me when I become an addict
My friends and family... people I know and love
Maybe I'll die at the end of the November 2030's month
The sofa too heavy for me to lie on it so I fall off it... all I might see is the light
Go forward into it... no one can save me
The red and white heart... burst open into the seems
Wanting to make true my dreams
Dreams of being a famous rapper but the sh** I went through
The truth is I'm still going through it... I'm depressed a lot
I can't get my head straight... my girlfriend arguing with me because I act like a kid
When I get angry I blow my lid... everytime I rap I panic that my sh** ain't fantastic
Back in 2009 I went on the wrong path... I couldn't really laugh
I wasn't all that bullied at that time though... it all started when I was 15
The pop scene was all I wanted to be in til I rapped
Yo, people raise your hands for Mr. Ge
I'm the greatest that came out of the rap game
[Chorus]
One, Three, Two
Drum the drums and wait for my cue
Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow
Feels like no one loves me
Who's gonna be there for me
[Verse Two]
Sid, how are you?
You turned to me... remember?
You chosen the red colour for Sid based on me
What about your friend Origan?
Even Sean might get fed up with you Ceein
(I ain't called that anymore... I changed it to Mr. Ge)
You should have kept the name Ceeingee
You hated your ex under that name... remember that diss track?
She doesn't know about it yet I don't think... what if she finds out?
(I don't care if she does... she'll not mind now)
You sure about that?
Her friend didn't like the song about her you wrote
You lost breathing now... you want air in your throat
(f** you... I ain't gonna devote myself to you again)
Come on now... it's nice down in Hell
Don't listen to those stories about torturing in the eternal
You won't be tormented... I promise you
Your soul is worth the sell, come on and when you die you can be happy in Hell
[Chorus]
One, Three, Two
Drum the drums and wait for my cue
Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow
Feels like no one loves me
Who's gonna be there for me
[Verse Three]
Yo... listen to that song
It was the last one you did under your old name
It's good enough for the rap game
I'll rap with you like Origan
I can be the third one in the Crusade
(You can't... it's a duo and that means only 2 people)
You rap sharper like a razor blade
With the benefits that you earn
At school... much you didn't learn?
It was not a lot.... am I right?
You always feel like you gonna vomit at night
You take a couple of paink**er pills to get a goodnight
That's all you do... you tried to be like your favourite idol
Wanting to be like Shady and rap a similar flow
You tried so hard on your own... you asked for my help at one point
I didn't really hear you so I'mma give you a chance to know that I'm the one to pray to
Christopher... you were lucky to have Origan as your friend for a long time
You got him into the rap rhyme and rhymed with him
Now you still rhyme but not as much now.... so rap with me
Sid... please answer me
Remember when you wrote a diss freestyle about Sutherland under the name Icy Top
He called you an Italian Sutherland on his reaction video of your song
Please Sid... talk to me hen
Jolly Sid the chronicles begin
I'm the master of all the sin
You feel like you're addicted to ibuprofen
You take it to get rid of the chest pain that is caused by depression
Now... rap the chorus til the end
[Chorus]
One, Three, Two
Drum the drums and wait for my cue
Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow
Feels like no one loves me
Who's gonna be there for me
One, Three, Two
Drum the drums and wait for my cue
Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow
Feels like no one loves me
Who's gonna be there for me