[Moufy]
Inner thoughts got me feelin like I'm aging
Cause I spend most nights wondering where the day went
Waiting for the day when loneliness becomes ancient
But I tend to leave women when they raise their expectations
Lately I've been bending rules I know can't fold
And my heart's been making promises I know I can't hold
I still have guilts that remain untold
But those are common secrets held by 18 year olds
I live life as if I know what to expect
That's probably why my greatest pleasures turn into regrets
My dad was around but he missed a couple steps
So his absence is something I've just grown to accept
But who really has time to complain
When Cam has me sitting front row at Sox' games
And while neighborhood kids bring they guns out
I'm in the Cape partying at a summer house
But while the liquor is hittin me hard
I think about how Ty just caught a murder charge
And if his innocence is something his lawyer can sell
Or will one of my best friends spend life in the cell
So, while he prays for the air we breathe
I'm tryin to score 2000 on my SAT's
A line of warnings that I can never see
Wondering if girl distraction's something I really need
But I write this as she lay there
Her heart tell her to go but she manages to stay there
I kiss up on her neck she says what happen to the waiting
I tell her I'm no doctor I don't deal well with patience
She lets her guard down with sorrow
Knowing this is a choice she may regret tomorrow
Hoping this is a memory that her pride can swallow
Told her she can keep her dignity it's her heart I want to borrow
She says her innocence is spoiled
Moans in my ear, says "I used to have morals
Jeffrey let's go back to the love we used to share,"
I would of came back, but I was never there