(Talking to myself)
There's a giant f**ing monster under my bed
I invited it to hit the bong
I heard it's best to be a proper host
This life I live is not for most
So I'ma jump
Adios
Adios
Adios
Adios
And baby when I'm with you hold my body close
Hold my body close, body close
I told you I'm about to jump (jump!)
Adios
Adios
Adios
I wonder if my body float
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
[Verse]
There's a giant f**ing monster that be following me everywhere
And when I look it's never there
I'm walking ‘round' hella scared
And people only seem to care about me when the weather's fair
I hope it rains
I wake up in sober shame
This music is my novocaine
Dopamine in open veins
Steady smoking local haze
Loyal to my Oakland ways
My roller coaster only boasting Everclear with Ocean Spray
I'm way too broke to blow this yay
I wonder what your folks would say
I'm wishing the gold would stay glowing like October days
I'm over games and playing house
I'm getting spacy on the couch
Faded, dazed and dreaming ‘bout laying face down in the wading pool
Can't wait to drown
I hate the view
The daily news ain't new at all
Debatable
I'm too involved in nothing that I care about
My pharaoh spirit's buried down
But here and now you hear the sound
I'm chilling nowhere near the ground
Gone
[Moia Bri Outro]
I'm gone, I'm gone gotta get mine
I'm gone and nobody's gonna change my mind
I'm gone
Release the spirit that's inside
Ain't gotta hide
I'm spreading my wings out wide
There's a new sign
Light's were dim before but now I see fine
‘Cause I'm looking at my life grateful that I am alive
I'm thinking that it's time
I'ma put it out and relight