[Verse]
I say I'm
Broken and shattered
Slowly fall a apart
Pieces of myself in different places
Don't know where to start
Feels like a monster inside of me
Tearing me apart
Feels like I'm losing myself
I have a counterpart
The evil and the good
And the evils winning over
All I want to do is try to pull myself together
Forever
Everyday
I live in true terror
And one day
I never wake up from my slumber
And so I never sleep
Never rest
Never try to die
But I know one day it'll happen to me
So I try to hide
Be in disguise
But my broken and shattered parts want to shine
Shine bright
And f**ing rip me apart
And severe my spine
So broken to the core
I don't think I'll ever be fixed
I'm like a f**ing candy bar
Snapped in half just like a twix
So corrupted and evil
I might go into politics
I ain't got no ideas
But I'm motherf**ing rich
My shattered parts are falling all over
Slowly I lose myself
My mind is slowly fading away
In the distance
Need some help
I'm broken like a toy with no purpose
I'm really feeling worthless
Dying on the inside
But smiling up on the f**ing surface
Feeling like I really gotta problem
Feeling like I really can't solve them
What's the equation
What's the solution
Why am I feeling like I'm at the f**ing bottom
Everybody looking down on me
Just because I try to fix myself
Piece by piece
Spelling me out
Like a b and c
Counting me out
Like 1 2 and 3
Oh geez
Now I'm really broken to the core
Yeah I'm shattered to the heart
And I'm shattered on the floor
Everybody criticize me
Want more
Breaking up my wings
Now I can't soar
I can't fly high
I can't touch stars
I can't go far
I try so hard
I just want more
But it's not enough
Man f** that sh**
I wanna soar
I wanna fly high
Man I wanna be fixed
I'm sick of being broke
Man I wanna be rich
I wanna stay alive
And not end up in a ditch
I wanna be the light
In someone's life
Be the switch
I wanna be the one
That everybody looks up to
I wanna be whole
Once again
Man I need glue
I wanna feel happy
And not just feel blue
I wanna feel like
I can walk in my own shoes
I ain't never really f**ing make it
That's just how I feel
Walking with my head down
Cause reality is ill
I might die if I blink my eyes
Got a smile on my face
But I cry inside
Got me looking so alive
But inside I died
Side I died
Side I died
Side I died
Yeah I know it's true
I try to help somebody else
But I know I can not help anybody
If I don't help myself
I need help
I need strength
I need to make it through the pain
I hide my tears inside the rain
Screaming
See it in my veins
Screaming to the heavens
But they don't hear me
Cause I'm full of sin
Losing in this game of life
I don't think I'll ever win
Last place
True disgrace
A broken person
Shattered face
Forever cracked
And always damaged
Closing on me
Zero space
I can't even hear myself think
Does it even matter
Feeling like I'm trash around the world
I am really scattered
Broken pieces
All around my body
Like its blood splatter
This is how I feel
When I'm broken and I'm shattered