My dear favorite intoxication,
I want you to know since you have been gone my body has become infected
with tingles of teasing pain.
I forced you to leave with intent to heal
but this itch has left me strained and unbareable to feel.
since my reign of power, I have sunk into a downward spiral now you are my ultimate leader.
You were granted this power when i let you become my greatest addiction.
I am too ill to refrain. There is no help for me now. I have lost more than i will ever gain back.
My mind has lost the battle.