When I woke up I saw clearly
Clearer than I saw before
Everything I trusted in and I struggled for
Something is meaningless
But inside I'm still bleeding for
I'm standing on the opposite side
Is that the same person anymore
Is there a new way I could go
I know that something has changed
But I'm still looking for
Everything went black
My eyes are closing
I try to concentrate
I struggle, clench my teeth
Am I old enough
Did I fail enough
Is quitting an option
There are so many questions
I stumble and my voice is shaking
I'm neither rich or smart, nor do I care
But I've learned much in life
Learned all the stuff I hate
Learned that stories can end
Can end with a simple sentence
And I understand now
I'm not perfect
I'm not that strong
Learned that my mind can't stand
Not yet
I understand now
I'm not that simple
I'm not giving up
Everything went black
My eyes still closed
I curse aloud
I'm fine, I regret nothing