I never really thought
Never woulda bought
Into the possibility that
All of this
Could be the way that I was living
If I could only give myself the permission
To be happy
And to believe that honestly I
Deserved, yeah I deserved...
A bit success
A bit being blessed
A bit of subliminal bliss
And love inside my chest
A bit of a good
A bit of a great
A bit of somebody to relate to
Cuz it's really hard when you feel like the whole world hates you
Kinda paranoid but I really feel like they do
And what I am to do
What am I to say
Who the f** is it that i'm supposed to go and talk to?
I'm turning to you right now
I'm turning to you right now
If you're listening to me right now
Tell me what to do next
Tell me what to do next
My life
Is so
Confusing
Outside looking in
It's amusing
Inside looking out
It's abusing
Look the welts on my body
I'm bruising
But this was my own choosing
If the universe is a game
Then i'm losing
Or am I winning
Either way
I'm turning to you right now
I'm turning to you right now
If you're listening to me right now
Tell me what to do next
Tell me what to do next