Never had I such a good friend
Like you. My sweet loneliness
I never found it difficult to blend
In with a crowd until I finally hit rock bottom
Stuck with my own lame poems
To get over my shame through miserable autumns
Too exposed even in the shade, even in the evening state
Never had I such a good friend
It started ever since I stopped going out
sh**! Can you fathom it developed merely out self doubt?
Questioning what I was about
Felt like all what the laid backs did, you know like clubbing to pick up half dead inebriated women
I wasn't allowed
Way too f**ing proud
On my lonely rout
Ready to astound
After those clouds
Hearing him shout
Field has been ploughed
But I'll disappear
After one last bow
Actually come back right now!
Too tired to shovel my way through snow
f**! I don't even know who started this senseless row
And you better duck when the beams overhead start to bend
When it crumbles down, it's for good, too late to mend
f** religion but say amen